Motherhood Sessions
I used to look at photos of myself and only see the flaws. I’d scrutinize every photo believing that I wasn’t skinny enough, that my hair looked too thin, and ultimately, that I wasn’t beautiful. So I’d hide. I’d find reasons to not get in the photo, and when I did get in, I was always disappointed. All these thoughts and feelings were exhausting…
Over the last few years I’ve forced myself to get in the photo. At first, this felt very uncomfortable, and there were often photos I didn’t like. But I kept allowing myself to be photographed, time after time, until it felt easier. It not only got easier, but I found myself seeing something different than I had before. I began to look past the physical to the person deep inside, experiencing life with all it’s unexpected twists and turns.
Now, when I look at photos of myself and my motherhood—I feel awe and wonder as I think about how much I’ve grown as a woman. I look at photos of the newborn days with my kids, I think, “Wow. I was exhausted, in pain, and the baby needed me so much, but I did it. I am strong.”
Where I used to see flaws, I now see strength. I see the courage, the sacrifice, the love, and determination it takes to be a mother. I have found so much strength and grace through having my motherhood journey photographed. I believe the same will be true for you.
